Hadoh!!! Gilaaa!!! dA gw kayaknya terlantar banget, ya? Jurnal jarang di-update, ngga ada barang baru yang di-post. Hueee....

Untung adminnya baek, ngga ngedepak acc gw. Ckakakakakak....

Hmm.... Sebenernya emang ada sih beberapa barang yang bisa gw post. Cuman karena belum jadi-jadi aja (gilaaaaa, bertaun-taun kali bulukan di laptop gw!!!) ya udah belum bisa gw pamerin jeng-jeng-jeng-jeng di sini. Hehehehe....

Baru bangun tiduuuurrr.... Mata masih sepet.... Duuuh, kayaknya gw ngigo lagi semalem.... 3 malem ini gw nangis terus pas gw lagi tidur, ngga tau knapa. Padahal pas ditanya mimpi apa, gwnya ngga inget mimpiin apa aja. Psikis gw kayaknya kacau lagi, nih >.<

Apa lagi, ya? Udah dulu deh.... Kapan-kapan update lagi :-D

This time, got stolen from

[x] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard -- even it is, that wouldn't make me happy...
T 0 T A L: 6

[x] You dress how you want to.
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[ ] You have never been beaten up.
[ ] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[ ] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
T 0 T A L: 5

[ ] You don't have a myspace -- I have, but it wasn't mine. My brother made that for us.
[x] Your parents let you have a myspace.
[x] You get allowance.
[x] You collect something normal, and something NOT normal...
[x] You look forward to going to school/college.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[x] You do something after school/college.
T 0 T A L: 5

[ ] You own a car.-- Belum punya KTP
[ ] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[x] You are happy with your appearance.
[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
T 0 T A L: 2

[x] You know what is going on in the world, not all but know
[x] You care about so many people.
[x] You are happy with your life.
[x] You know more than one language.--Indonesian, Sundanese, Javanese (a bit...I just understand when people talking but can't talk myself), Japanese, Gremany.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[ ] You don't have any enemies
[x] You are a generally nice person. --maybe. Some people told me that.
T O T A L: 8


Now count your numbers and multiply by three.
Then title this journal "My life is __% Happy".

Well mine is... 78%
Nice one ^_^

I stole this tag from haha coz I just need something to do and it feels like killing me a lot.

Ok, here it is....

1. Tiga kata tentang diri lo:
- Psikopat
- Psikopat
- Psikopat
(duh mba, ga ada yang laen??)

2. Tiga makanan paling jenius di dunia:
- Cokelat, tentu aja. Tapi gw cenderung suka yang black (pernah merasakan betapa nikmatnya makan cokelat berjudul NOIR 90%--seriusan, ga boong dan gw emang suka)
- UNAGI!!! Omg...
- Apa yah? Bayem kali? Jenius karena Popeye ototnya bisa langsung gede berkat bayem.

3. Tiga lagu yang sering lo dengerin belakangan ini:
- Crushcrushcrush by Paramore (ati-ati ngomongnya, lidah bisa kepeleset dan mengeluarkan banyak hujan lokal)
- Over You from Daughtry
- Kimi no Kioku, ending song ShinMegaTen: Persona 3. Dalem abis artinya....

4. Tiga lagu yang bikin lo ke-brainwash:
- Sweet Sacrifice-nya Evanescence, jelaaaasss
- Let The Flames Begin by Paramore. Gw membayangkan kalo gw membunuh orang-orang yang gw benci dengan BGM lagu tersebut. MAKNYUUUSSS!!!!!
- Chou, ending song Fatal Frame 3 (sumpah giliran lagu Jepang gw ga pernah bisa inget nama penyanyinya). Gara-gara lagu itu, gw selalu berpikiran untuk mati di tangan orang yang gw sayang (.... maksud lu???)

5. Tiga kegiatan yang bikin lo ketagihan belakangan ini:
- Maen Persona 3 FES!!! Hahaha kacrut mampus! Fiturnya banyak yang baru dan bikin ngakak guling-guling.
- Ngerajut. Niatnya mau bikin taplak tapi kenapa malah jadinya lap pel??
- Ngepairing pasangan-pasangan YAOI!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

6. Tiga hal yang pasti lo minta kalo terdampar di pulau terpencil:
- Engga laen engga bukan, MAKANAN dan MINUMAN!!!! (masa iya gw mau terus-terusan minum aer laut??)
- Tenda...ya bolehlaaaah.... Gubuk kecil atau pondok juga boleh. Tapi gw ga mau ada API! Bisa angus seketika ntar gw....
- Hahaha, pengennya sih, cowo ganteng.... Kan lumayan tuh, bisa berpetualang bareng, maen gaple bareng, masak bareng, tapi engga akan tidur bareng apalagi mandi bareng. Dia gw suruh tidur di luar tenda gw buat jadi anjing penjaga gw (nah sebenernya yang gw pengen itu cowo apa anjing??)

7. Tiga benda yang pengen banget lo punya sekarang:
- Headset kayak punyanya tokoh utama Persona 3. Kyakyakyaaaaa!!!!
- HANDYCAM!!!! Bibir gw udah monyong nih gara-gara ngerajukin bokap mulu buat beliin tu barang satu....
- Sertifikat kelulusan. Gw udah ga betah tinggal di tempat gw sekarang dan pengen secepatnya nyari pengalaman baru di negeri orang. Tapi ironisnya...sertifikat itu baru bisa gw dapetin taun depan.... hiks hiks....

8. Tiga film yang pengen lo remake dengan lo sebagai pemerannya:
- Pemeran utamanya Pan's Labyrinth. Hahahaha, gw suka banget tu cerita yang pertama kali gw tonton di Singapore Airlines pas gw balik dari Jepun taun lalu.
- Halle Berry di film Perfect Stranger. Kalo gw jadi dia, gw ga akan cuma ngebunuh si korbannya dan Giovanni Ribisi-nya aja, tapi gw juga akan membumihanguskan orang-orang di H2A. Huahahahahahahaaaa!!!!! (bagi para penggemar Perfect Stranger, mohon maaf lahir dan batin yaaaa)
- Enma Ai-nya Jigoku Shoujo. Uhhuhuuu dengan senang hati gw bakal menjadi Ai-chan dan mengantar orang-orang bejat ke dasar neraka.

9. Tiga hal yang bukan lo banget:
- Dandan! Hiiih gw paling benci kalo disuruh make-up-an tebel-tebel kayak badut dan dipoles sana-sini.
- Dengerin musik dangdut, R&B, beserta lagu2 pop bertemakan cinta yang sekarang lagi menjamur di Indonesia.
- Gelantungan di puncak Monas.... Tolong ya, gw bukan MONYET dan gw ga berminat untuk mencari duit dengan melakukan atraksi heboh dan mematikan seperti itu.

10. Tiga guilty pleasure lo:
- Minum anggur item tiap hari, yang tentu aja akan membuat gw sakit kpala--migren--mual--lemes--mabok tiap abis minum benda laknat tersebut (bentar lagi gw bakal dibunuh anak-anak 9091 nih!)
- Agak pribadi sih.... Gw masih ngerasa "punya utang" sama seseorang yang udah jauh dari gw karena gw dulu ga bisa ngejaga dia. Ok, forget it, ga penting....
- Nongkrong di kamar mandi selama 30 menit skali masuk. Lha, ngapain emangnya?? Haha, tebak aja sendiri....

11. Tiga kejadian terakhir yang bikin lo menangis:
- Paman gw meninggal
- Namatin Persona 3 The Journey dan The Answer (penting yah??)
- Haha, biasa, masalah keluarga besar gw yang sucks abis itu.

12. Tiga bagian tubuh lo yang lo anggap sangat unik, dan sebutkan alasannya:
- Tulang ekor gw, karena miring!!! Hahahahaahahahaa!!!!
- Jari gw, lumayan lentur dan gemulai. Maklum, gw sempet belajar beberapa tarian Indonesia.
- Apa yah? Pipi kali? Soalnya gampang banget merah klo digodain....

13. Tiga hal yang paling lo sesalkan belakangan ini:
- Keputusan "seseorang" untuk pindah dan jauh dari gw. Well, dia emang bakal balik lagi tapi...sepi aja gitu ngga ada dia.... Dan satu kesalahan gw juga ampe dia harus pindah dulu dan menjauh dari lingkungannya....
- Nerusin The Answer-nya Persona 3. Nyesel abis gw liat endingnya.
- Engga sempet beli beberapa barang inceran gw waktu di Gelar Jepang kmaren. Emang sih di Bandung juga ada yang jual, cuma males aja keluarnya lagi. Huhuhuuu....

14. Tiga hal konyol yang pernah lo lakukan bersama teman2 lo:
- Bikin rekaman-rekaman ga jelas sepulang sekolah di kamar gw. Entah berita orang mutilasi, anak ilang, mpe rekaman radio sekalipun (hayooo ada yang ngerasa familiar or deja vu ga nih??)
- Tiap pelajaran olahraga, gw dan selalu berhasil menciptakan sebuah cerita baru. Ternyata jam pelajaran olahraga bisa membuahkan inspirasi yang teramat baik.
- Hunting cowo uke dan seme di berbagai tempat. Man, gw ampe pernah diliatin orang-orang gara-gara cekikikan sendiri ama temen gw setelah ngeliatin 2 cowo keluar dari toilet sambil rangkul-rangkulan ga jelas.

Dan terakhir yang paling klise:
15. Tiga hal yang harus lo lakukan sebelum meninggal dunia:
- Naik haji, tentu aja....
- Bikin ultimatum perang sama orang-orang yang gw benci sampe detik ini.
- Nimbun kekayaan gw, dan yang boleh tau tempatnya cuma bonyok gw, sohib2 gw, dan (mungkin) penerus gw. Hahahahaahhaa!!!!

bonus:
16. Tiga hal yang ingin lu katakan ke gw, tentang apapun:
- Makasih dan maaf tag-nya dicuri.
- Makasih udah temenan ama gw.
- Kapan hang-out lagi? Hehehehe....

I didn't tag anyone this time, but if there's anyone who wants to steal this tag like I did, just go on. Feel free to steal it, hehehehe....

Got tagged by


1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.

here:
1. I like calling myself as Akachi Kurayami. Akachi means Red Blood, and Kurayami means Darkness. I know it sounds wierd, but it really describe me a lot.
2. I love cooking, eating, sleeping. But the most I like is making cookies with mom. Mom teach me since I was kid. No wonder I like it.
3. My favorite books are everything about thriller and suspense. As creepy as my name, hahaha....
4. I names my cat Koorin. I took it from Koori, means ice in japanese, and added n at the end of it.
5. My best holiday? I forgot it already, but I know I'm enjoying myself when I'm sticking around with my junior high friends.
6. I don't really care about my big family. I mean, I care about my parents, but the others, heck like I care....
7. I don't smooking or drinking. I have asthma so, you can guess what'd happen if I did that....
8. Love? Well, I.... Umm, yeah I stuck up with someone, but our relationship.... Kinda hard to explain it....

now i tag :

I'm not in the good mood today. My uncle passed away at 2.45 AM today. Lot of my familiy went this morning--he's not living in the same city with me and the others--but I have my own duty with my sist to stay at home, if there's our relatives calls me and asking me about the situations or something. Well, it was so hard to be the first one who know about what exactly happened this morning. I can only pray for his happiness from here.

Ok. This time, I got tagged by
And here it comes....

RULES
#1) You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping!
#2) Tag five people


ARE YOU?

1. Perfect?
Not really. I used to be a spoiled little psycho, hahaha....

2. Tall?
Maybe.... I even don't care about my height....

3. In your pajamas?
Yeah. With tears dampened on it.

4. Left handed?
Right, but sometimes left. I can use both of them.

LAST:

1. Friend(s) you saw:
Ala, Poyo, Uchun

2. Talked on the phone:
My grandpa

3. Person to text you:
Aya

4. Was today better than yesterday?
It worst to know that you lost one of your family

FAVORITES:

1. number:
1, 2, 7

2. Color(s):
White, Black, Brown, Blue

3. Fruit:
Banana, strawberry, raspberry, blackberry

4. Place:
home sweet home (oh, really???)

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
I haven't sleep yet since yesterday.

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
Yeah. My uncle.

Q: What was the last movie you saw?
Jigoku Shoujo Futakomori.

Q: Where is the last place you went?
bathroom, hahaha....

Q: Do you smile a lot?
Do you think I can SMILE at the time like this??!!!

Q: Do you wish upon the stars?
Nope.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
My friends would answer "yeah" for this.

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
Like I said, I haven't get some sleep yet.

Q: When was the last time you cried?
This morning, when I heard my uncle passed away.

Q: What was the last thing you thought before you went to sleep last night?
Must I answer this question, anyway?

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad, ten being great?:
6.5, or maybe 7

Q: What do you want to hear right now?:
Nothing. I wanna fell silent 'cause my phone didn't stop ringing since morning.

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
My eyes. It's not hurt anyway, it's EXTREMLY RED!!!!

Q: What's your favorite month?
Februari. My birth, haha....

Q: What did you do last night?
Calling my family.

EIGHT EMOTIONS:

1. Are you missing someone right now?:
Yeah. Those who are really precious to me.

2. Are you happy?
Not really.

3. Are you sad?
Of course!!

4. Are you bored?
Being "arrested" at home and answering the same question everytime? YES!!!

5. Are you nervous?
.... don't know....

6. Are you tired?
YES. Thanks for asking me this.

ABOUT YOU:

001. Real name?
Is it important?

002. Nicknames?
Tea, Tea-chan, Akachi

003. Eye Color?
Black. I wish I had a brown one....

004. Zodiac Sign?
Aquarius.

005. Male or female?
Female.

006. slut?
No

007. Smart?
For many ways, yeah....

010. Hair color?
Black.

011. Long or short?
Short.

012. Sweats or jeans?
Sweats

013. Phone or Camera?
Phone

014. Drink or smoke?
No. I'll die if I did that.

015. Tattoos?
No.

016. Right or Lefty?
Right

FIRSTS:

017. First Best Friend:
My kindergarten friends.

018. First crush:
With a guy that extremly like a GAY

019. First pet:
Koorin.

020. First big Vacation:
Family gathering, but I don't wanna try to remember it. It sucks, really.

CURRENTLY:

021. Eating?
Noodles

022. Drinking?
Water

023. I'm about to:
Take a bath and of course, GET SOME SLEEP!!! I'll be a zombie if I don't.

024. Listening to:
Just read it below.

025. Plans for today:
SLEEP!!!! Sleep a lot, playing my PS2, finishing my homework.

026. Taller or shorter?
What is this?

027. Romantic or spontaneous?
Spontaneous

028. Sensitive or loud?
Sensitive

029. Hook up or relationship?
Relationship. The strangest relationship ever....

HAVE YOU EVER:

030. Drank bubbles?
O____o Do you mean by, soap??

031. Lost glasses/contacts?
Nope. I used to wear itu always, everytime.

032. Ran away from home?
Yup.

033. Broken someones heart?
Haha, I can't remember that....

034. Been arrested?
Nope. And I hope never.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

035. Miracles?
Sometimes.

036. Yourself?
I have to.

037. Heaven?
Of course.

038. Santa Claus?
Nope.

039. Love?
I don't need to believing something that ruined up my life once.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

040. Do you like someone?
Yes

041. Do you believe in God?
Almost.

042. Answered all the questions truthfully?
Don't worry. I'm not in a good mood for lying today.

I'll tag this time:






And now, gotta go. Wanna take a bath and get some sleep. This day hasn't ended up yet. Maybe there's a lot to do after daytime. Sorry for making this tag a lil' bit sad.