Well, at last, now I'm 17th years old. My sister said that I have to be more mature from now. But...I don't think it'll really work for me. I just can't let go off my childish side.

There was nothing really important things when I celebrated my birthday. My friends were coming, we've played around, laughed and joked all over the time. But there's something missing at the time.

Yeah, finally, I must released the person that I loved for a long time. Why? Why it has to be on my birthday party?

I don't have any reason to say. Few days before the party, he decided to ended up our relationship. First time I heard, I said honesty that I really need him and I know he need me too. We both always healing and supporting each other before. But he told me that he wants to ended up all of this. So I ordered him to meet me at the party. He came. But nothing we discussed about. We only played a joke with another friends.

After that, we took a photograph together. The first, and the last time. But he didn't let go off my hand. I was thinking, why? And then, outside my house before he leave, I slapped his shoulder and said, "Goodluck for your life." He smiled and threw his arms around. He said, "You too, just faced your life with a smile."

And so, he leaves me.... Don't know until when, don't know if I can see him again....

That's all I've got from my late beloved one. Hahaha.... But I don't really feel sad. When I came inside my house, I found something important for me. I saw my friends, smiled for me. And then someone in my mind told me, how they're loved me so. I didn't feel sad anymore. I lost one, but I got more to exchanged it. Maybe that's the way God gave His love to me as a birthday present.

So, I just need to cheer up, right? My sister said, if I really want to meet him again, I only need to pray. Yeah.... If it's the way for both of us to get our own happiness, I'll be glad to accept it....